When I picked up my mail after returning from vacation, I found a letter from my dojo amongst the bills and crap. It seems as though I am testing for my next belt level TOMMORROW. This is great, overdue in fact. I should have tested a while ago. The problem is, i just got off vacation, and I’m just not there yet. Physically, I can do it. i know all my forms and kicks and strikes, and self defense, and I’mnot worried about the sparring or the physical aspect at all. It’s the mental. I’m just not in the mind set I need to be in to do this test, and I don’t know what to do to put me in it. I have class tonight, sparring, I hope that knocks it into me. I could easily pass by just showing up and phoning it in, but that’s not good enough for me. I need to get this.
Sheesh!

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